hey guyz.. hows it going? im doing alrite.. Sorry I haven't wrote i've been busy!
Aww!! Church was soo funn! heh I loved it, I think im going Sunday to..but it all depends! heh* neways-
Lordy child, there has been some crap goin on lately. lol There was like a lil fling type deal with me and mikey ( kristina's ex )- that didn't last long tho cause him and kristina are guna go out again but hey it's all good though because i'll find my hottboy sometime or another. It sucks monkey balls being singLe! I'll live though, Last night I was upset. And I did cry, it was not all about Mikey though, It was more just the fact that I was singLe, and different things that I don't wanna get into. There has been alot of things going on lately and im just gettin flusterated, so every Little thing kinda sparks with me you know what im saying? but ne ways back to * guys * so like all these guyz wanna go out with me..and I just don't wanna hook up with them. Most of them are cute ya, i'll admit that but I just don't see my self going out with any of them, and most of the guys that are in freaking middle school are so so immature, it's not even funny!! But hell, that's life yanno!? so whatever. I'll be okay. I always am..at least that's what you people think..ha*!
Anyhoo, are you going to Sam and Micth's 14 birthday party? I don't know if im guna go, I might.. but it all depends, yanno? I don't really know who all is going though, I know a few peoples but I don't know if im going to feel up to going on Saturday. I'll see though, I really was hoping I could go to the * beach * or maybe the * mall *, I don't know about that either though, LoL I don't know about anything! Like I said it's all good.
You know what!? Brian don't talk to me anymore, I think he seriously hates me. I'll IM him online and he just ignores me, and Im shurely not going to call him because he'd just hang up on me prob. or something. And like Friday at the movies, I went with Michael k, Kristina, and Brian, and that kid didn't even sit by me. I was like ight.. w/e and so me and Kristina moved because we wanted to talk and we couldn't because there was old people around, so we moved and then Brian stayed there, and then he came over to where we were siting later, and like there was like 1 sit beside me and then there was no more, and like Brian sat in the row behind me, and I was thinking okay he really must hate me for something.. because I doubt that he's just sitting there because he wants to.. yanno? but whatever! lol. I don't care anymore!*
Ahh - Cheerleading is going to start pretty soon! yay* heh - Pop Warner is gay, but it's funn*! And I only do it for the compedtion. And like I don't wanna go and do All-stars cause I just wouldn't. It seems I don't know, I just don't think i'd like it. But this year they aren't calling like and telling everyone when it starts, it just goes by word.. or some shit like that.. I was like igh igh so im just guna have my dad call teri and ask her about it cause I don't wanna get left out and stuff, But hey I got to go.. I'll talk to you later!
P.S. im so0o sorry my journaL has been lookin pretty shitty lately, But I promise i'll get it lo0king all cute again and everything! hehe..Oh and, yall - what's up with not leaving me any cute little comments anymore!? I mean hello!! - I really feel the love people! lol Im just messin but seriously.. " holla at me " <- lol !* later guyz!*
xoxo love uu* bunches!